Undesirable Love~

2009-05-13T06:03:00.000-07:00

well i've been quite inactive this few weeks..

from projects to aNOTHER..

tired like hell..sports day again..

i was on duty as a first aider..

wakao.. i darker than usual ar..

and i give charity work by giving free leg massage..

don worry..

i S-A-N-I-T-I-Z-E-D my hands liao.. no bacteria de lar..

so well kinda happy that RC won the marching competition la..

haha.. all our hard work paid off la..

all the DAMN pumping and 'sunbathing'..

worth it la.. and fortunately Sapphire got 2nd.. GO SAPPHIRE GO!!

ruby watch out!! we'll be on our way to the top!!

today pulak.. wed 13/05

kinda pity geo teacher.. nobody listening to her le.. kesian ba her.. and at the same time

i was kinda emoing when those '3 women musketeer's' statred ruining my emoness..

well they very 'hao xing' de actually.. in a sense lar..

we folded many flowers la.. lilies to roses to violets..

wakao.. if teacher not happy wif it tampar ar!! =x (paiseh ar)

exam cuming soon liao.. si lo!! i go study first ar!! GAMBATEH EVERYONE!!..

HAHA.. cheers!!

-emo kid who got disturbed-

going camp in a few minutes.. wish me luck yea!! watch out group members.. YOUR FLAG WILL BE IN MY GRASP!! MUAHAHAHA

2009-03-18T17:27:00.001-07:00

Camp

2009-03-18T17:13:00.000-07:00

long time no blog liao..
haiz..
even frenster oso ''nyawa-nyawa ikan' liao..
haha..
better post sumting now..
ok so i'll be having a school camp today..
haiz..
first time my skul RC organize the camp..
3days 2 nites woo..
although when i attend the meeting its sounded very tempting..
but still i have lots of doubts in it..
hope its nice lor..
*cross your fingers*
haiz..
skul going to reopen soon lor..
haiz..
oral assessment haven do yet ar..
and so tired again these few days..
but still i manage to have sum 'entertainment'..
haha..
well there's one ting i wan to clarify..
on me-patheticdiary.blogspot.co you'll sumhow see pics of outings we had at the fort margherita..
haha..
and i wan to say that i will nvr ever forget that wonderful day..
it was so perfect..
and coincidently we held the fort margherita trip on Friday 13th
in the States it is believe to be an unlucky day..
but well luck was on our side as well the sky was dark yet it did not rain..
HALLELUIAH..
haha..
so well we had lots of fun together..
frens are rili very important to us..
to me especially..
wifout them how can we live in a world full of new challenges and experience?
haha..
well i must end my post here now..
gotta go skul camp a few mins more..
haha
chow!

Drama~~

2009-03-10T00:45:00.001-07:00

my next blog..

haiz.. although its exam but still.. i sacrifice my time for it..

hahaha..

so there is this ting tat happen in the class blog ting..

haiz..

i felt quite wierd lar..

cos suddenly sajak came out the ANTI-FAT ISSUE ON THE CHATBOX..

so i was wondering.. well what's wrong of being FAT? haha.. i was just curious at this issue.. and the "person" hu made a big issue in the class blog.. well if u're reading this.. let me jus ask you sumting.. u create this whole 'anti-fat' ting bcos u haf NUTING TO DO ISIT? IF YOU RILI DON'T MIGHT AS WELL DO SUMTING 'MORE BENEFICIAL' LIKE FOR EXAMPLE CUTTING THE CRAP OUT OF THIS MESS..I'M QUITE AMAZED BY YOU TAT U DARED TO SPEAK UP THAT TOPIC IN THE CLASS CHATBOX BUT WELL YOU ARE A COWARD SUMHOW.. IF U'RE BRAVE ENUF TO DO THIS ADMIT IT DEN..
haih.. i nvr knew ppl have nuting to do at all.. find sumting else to do lar.. okay enuf of my 'precious' lecture.. (rasa bes i liao.. wakaka)
very siens ar this few days.. study sej till siao liao.. haiz.. and i learn sumting from 'sum people'.. haha.. that is 'BIRDS MATING'.. it took me quite sum time to know the meaning..
haiz.. i don rili haf the mood to post so let's jus cut it here.. till then!! haha

Exams~~~ argh!!

2009-03-01T23:41:00.000-08:00

okay..

now i have a little mood to write my blog so here goes..

hmm.. i feel better today..

me and my fren became good again after a day of misunderstanding..

in the end it turn out well..

so far i guess and i hope it does last..

i had pain everywhere... from my shoulders to my toes..

ouch!!

I had a bit of 'pumping' on saturday.. okay i guess i'm a bit of the weak type..

but it was jus a 'small and damn tiny' mistake laving me and the others boy doing pumping during the marching practice on saturday..

and i had dancing classes on sunday which eventually worsen it..

my frens started talking about the seminar held by the sri sarjana.. is it tat GOOD?

well from the way my frens described about it it sounded good.. especially the chapter about REPRODUCTION which clearly shows that it was INTERESTING.. LOL =X

SO WELL...

wad happened today..

haiz..

kinda frustrated when the PJ teacher said

'PLEASE GO BACK TO UR CLASS. THERE WILL BE NO PJ'

WE WERE LIKE WTH!!

haiz.. and MAJORITY OF US changed to our tshirts..

and this teacher used the 'excuse' that if one of us doesnt wear the pj shirt everyone wont have pj..

WHAT A LAME EXCUSE!

i guess teachers are always right.. i found out that 'certain' teachers tend to find excuse to cover the mistakes that they had done.. i find this teachers are rather kiasu lar.. haha..

as the saying goes..

NOBODY'S PERFECT BY HANNAH MONTANA XD

AND

LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES!

i guess teachers don rili apply this theory to themselves..

so it was kinda bored.. wif the teacher as well!

nuting perculiar happen today..except abg jalani called my name again..

AS USUAL..

and i had to answer his question.. haiz.. how unlucky i was..

and during sej i wasnt rili listening...

kinda bored..

well..

as i lay down my pen,

the story comes to an end..

(extract from Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde.. XD.. proves that i listen in class!!.. haha)

bak to blogging awhile..

2009-02-24T23:53:00.000-08:00

well...its kinda bored as well we got 'sum' of our test papers bak..
and it was kinda 'H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E' but like wad juliana said.. learn from ur mistakes.. so well tat i suppose enlighten everyones mind now.. (wow i'm using sophisticated words.. pn. elizabeth mus b proud.. haha!) It was wierd for me as well i didn't do quite well for it.. LIKE I SAID 'LIFE IS FULL OF DOUBTS' AND I SUPPOSE TAT HAS PROVEN IT AFTER ALL!

DURING KHB LESSON( I'M IN PN.JONG MAN MOI CLASS..==)

so she was in my class.. and well 24 of the students in my class will go to her session for KHB in the bilik ERT (that room is DAMN high and its on the toppest floor so well it was kind of an exercise) and we had to do our kerja kursus which was very IMPORTANT AS IT WILL AFFECT OUR PMR!!

my other classmates under en.basri was lucky as en.basri was absent today.. and our form teacher sat in their class.. and i heard they were talking abt SEX EDUCATION.. THE STORY ABOUT A 13-YEAR-OLD BOY BECOMING A FATHER.. it was i tink it was fun from the look in their face >.<

back to the story in bilik ert.. so pn jong was lecturing us on our kerja kursus as she said she expect a lot from TIGA G and well it was quite frustrating for us as she was talking all the way when NONE of us were even listening.. here's a short summary..

Pn. Jong: you know wad i tink about your kerja kursus.. i'm not happy wif ur work. i expect the best from 3G . i know u all might say that i'm very 'loso' (in eng it means naggy) but there will b pentaksir pmr from other country tat are going to check ur kerja kursus.. i can gif u an 'A' but when they check ur work and they feel u don deserve it den they will change it bak.. Same ting oso ..( she says it wif intonation of high and low.. LoL)

our class as xpected slumber sajak lar.. we weren't listening as we were rushing to finish off the lukisan skematik and bergambar.. and after a few mins she start lecturing again.. i was quite stressed as i nid to erase again and again as lukisan skematik was quite hard.. i pity avid felicity and julia as their 'masterpieces' were REJECTED by pn.jong.. haha.. GOOD LUCK GUYS!

and during bm lesson.. en. abg jalani as usual.. i didn't notice tat he was beside me as i was talking to juliana and claudia at the bak.. and everyone was looking at me.. i was curious and i realized abg jalani was standing nex to me.. i was shocked when he called my name.. and when he was explaining i was kinda 'demonstrating' sumting and he said "ALVIN SAYA SUDAH MEMANGGIL NAMA AWAK DUA KALI SDH.. SAYA RASA HAMPIR SETIAP HARI SAYA MEMENGGIL NAMA AWAK"

and well i kept kuai kuai lor.. wad could i do ma.. tiam tiam nia lor.. den abg jalani said sumting abt the girls "maafkan saya perempuan. kaum perempuan adalah lebih MATERIALISTIK kerana sblm kahwin mereka pasti melihat status lelaki.. Kalau basikal mereka tak akan lihat pun.. kalau motosikal satu mata ke kiri lihat saja.. dan kalau kereta kedua-dua mata akan melihat" well for me its quite true lar.. haha.. and he added on "kalau ada proton saga, kancil dan mercedes tentulah perempuan akan pilih MERCEDES"

and the girls (angeline actually) asked wad does boys look at den?

well the teacher replied at a 'hiaw' way lar but he try to keep it cool.. "kalau lelaki pertama kecantikan. kedua bentuk badan.. misalnya 32,27,34..(its actually the measurement of a girl's boobs, waist and butt) and ckg jalani draw a shape of a vase on the blackboard.. everyone was like 'whooing' him and he complete his drawing wif a guitar.. well indirectly i tink he means the girl's shaped as a guitar.. haha

and bell rang and everyone went bak.. i wont b posting a lot.. at times onli.. when i have the mood to do so.. Now i'll complete my nap.. so bye bye for now! XD

Love Story by Taylor Swift

2009-02-12T00:27:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift - Love Story Lyrics

Genre/Lang. : Country
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I’m standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don’t go

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet ‘cause we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while

Oh, oh, oh

‘Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don’t go

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it’s real
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said
Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think
He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone
I love you and that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad, you’ll pick out a white dress
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

We were both young when I first saw you

dedicated to Juliana hu apparently doesn't know the lyrics.. and to my 'darling' too!! love ya.. >.<

exams..a usual ting..

2009-02-11T00:39:00.001-08:00

exams exams..
y cant there b any end to it anyways..
i'm goin to haf 4 DAYS OF EXAM whcih started on tuesday..
so well this is A GERAK GEMPUR a.k.a PRA PMR PERTAMA done by our the education department of sarawak which every school is obligated to sit for it.... lets see.. y do they wan to do tat? i tink they're kinda kiasu sort of ting but well it did pressure most of us knowing that it is testing ON FORM 1 AND FORM 2!! i've been studying science and maths which brought me terrible headache.. what a sore.. during the bm test well it was kind of boring when it came to paper 1.. well my 'eyes' could sense sum 'signals' around.. sort of like SMS but in a more unique way.. (don worry i tink i'm the only one noticing it).. and perhaps i saw sum 'A' , 'B' , 'C' and 'D'sss flying around the class.. it was not that obvious as the teacher din bother to even check..(kind-hearted teachers are like tat so don tink they're useless!) well sumhw i manage to 'grab' sum of the signals and well i jus took a glance at my answers comparing to it.. i din't change honestly! haha.. during the paper 2 it was as boring as usual whereby other students got to go out for break while we were stuck there doing essay writing.. haiz.. during english well the tension loosen up a little as MAJORITY OF US find the paper easier than the other papers so well i used up a well 1hour 10min to complete paper 2 which i find surprising(i always took like about anhour or perhaps less..mayb i was too serious about the exam.. XD.. as for paper 1 i saw my sum ppl sleeping at their desks already.. and it was only 15 mins pass the time we started.. WOW.. is it that easy? not to mention that the Malaysia PMR standard of english is damn low and perhaps 'slightly higher than low' now..i took at least 35 mins for that paper.. i put my heart in it.. haha.. dramatic as i am.. today(12/02) i was very very shy at first as i was wearing the RC uniform (i was forced to) for the first time on a normal school day which wasn't as convenient as u all may say.. u see there is an disadvantage at wearing the 'pants' of the uniform.. as most of u may know that the whole uniform is white so u might notice some 'colours' at the area of the butt.. its not having period of sumting but it clearly shows the color of ur undergarments(being polite ^^).. i'm experinced in it so those of you hu have NEVER KNEW THIS DISADVANTAGE better take some notes down sumwhere.. you might wan to thank me after this.. so i (shyly but well a lesson though) have a way to solve that.. obviously u need to wear a color which is not that eye-catching and it has contrast with white..so white is the best color.. so RC members with uniforms please remind urself about this whenever u're going to use it.. i might have seen some 'colors'(i'm not pien tai ok) but well i'm not the only one who saw it.. so well.. science tomolo.. i'm kinda nervous when the teacher said 'its going to b hard gor u all' haha.. well i guess i'll express my GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU HAVING THE GERAK GEMPUR EXAM.. TAKE IT EASY.. DON STRESS URSELF OUT! XD

school..

2009-02-04T22:34:00.000-08:00

so..
been in skul for a total of a MONTH..
hard to imagine that despite all the 'tings; which i dislike so much.. well classes as usual and well i got to know sum more new frens transferred to my class.. i tot all new students were quiet and timid (no offence on tat) but well tat girl out of the 3 new students turm out to b totally different..( well those two were.. like i said) it changed my theory on new students.. haha.. she's kinda fun and kinda like a chatter-box..LOL.. well i've had some few events happening in my lass so far.. as most of my frens had known about the so called 'shattered glass' tat happen in my class which it did bring a smile to my face (i was having a 'constipation' tat time.. and bcos of tat incident it made it worse XD). lets see.. a window glass pane whcih broke into a 'well-halved' by a fren of mine which i found amusing.. well perhaps she was jus exercising a 'self defense' but well she kinda did it at the wrong place, at the wrong 'ting' BUT at the right time.. it totally distracted all my classmates from listening to the teacher babling about which eventually made me yawn..lets see.. 5 times? and before i forget tat the same teacher was babbling to me jus becos i happen to have 'AN EXTRA PLASTIC CHAIR' which i had made use of it in putting my bag on it. and one of her reason tat i shud'nt haf an extra chair..'It's unfair for the rest of the student'.. what i was thinking was tat she babble for 10 mins jus to tell me tat i shudn't had had tat extra chair.. well i assume its just after the teacher's day of stress and letting go all the 'fire' on me.. well i ignored which was a totally obviuos option for me.. today was kinda fun during my history class.. well the teacher happen to make 'a quarter' of the students standing up answering questions on Frm2 history topics.. i was lucky i guess cos i try to hide my face behind a friend of mine.. bak to the topic.. she was calling names and well she wasnt waiting for their answer.. for what i see, she was having a fun time calling students to stand.. and when it comes to the easy question everyone made it an advantage for making noise as the 'victims' were fighting to answer in order to sit down.. it was a well 3 minute commotion and every one did had fun wif it.. hmm.. btw i would like to honor my gratitude to my so called 'darling' on pinching my ear for nuting (jus for her fun of it).. THANKS DARLING! hmm well i did spend time wif sum of my frens after skul( jac, bel, and nehem).. we were fighting over crab meat on the plate of noodles Bel was eating.. when jac shove it up i pulled it down.. it was kinda like a 'food fight' but it sort of 'killed' the meat we were fighting for.. Thanks a lot Jac.. and well i was kinda in trouble wif prefect stuff but i eventually was still waiting for the time.. it didnt came as expected so i totally forgot about it.. btw Gabriel.. Can't u say anyting good about me besides all the critism? oh yea.. Thanks Jac for the ice lemon tea u 'chia' me which i had requested since u 'shared' some of my 'nice meal'.. it was kind of boring on certain subjects so i spend time reading the Twilight Saga which i had come to the last book.. 'Breaking Dawn'.. it is a nice book and i highly reccomend it to all of you.. get a whole set of it.. it doesn't cost cheap too!

School Prefects

2009-01-25T03:08:00.000-08:00

okay.. lets just say it all started a year ago. i was a prefect myself. not a good one as i recalled. XD
we were in the month of training juniors. Juniors as in taking over our jobs after our 'retirement' which is at the end of the year. There's the part where we will have to choose all the 'board of prefects' which all of you must know includes the head prefect, assistant prefect and the fellow comittees (AJK) as well as the sercretary and the treasurers. Well this is kind of like a fairy-tale story but this story did not end up a "happy ending". Just wondering what does a 'board of prefects' play a role in the prefects community. Well what i think is that they control the normal prefects under them by guiding and helping them through whatever troubles caused by 'troubled students'. Well somehow there is another special duty. They get to decide who the next 'board of prefects' will be. So that is how the new 'board of prefects' is formed each year. They are, let's say 'analyzed' , by their seniors. hmm.. The funny thing that this story goes is that it didn't follow the way it should be. Instead of the board of prefects doing the list it ended up with the teachers. Well the board of prefects in my year did their best in choosing and presented the final list to the teachers. But the new board of prefects didnt turn out the way in the list. I was kinda dissapointed in it.
hmm.. lets give her a name.. Sarah (not her real name but close) wasnt in that list but well she turn up in that list. WTF! And it gets worst as she was chosen as the head prefect instead of the person that we had already fixed. Is that fair? Well CERTAINLY NOT! I think that she was chosen by the teacher who is 'blind-folded'. Well it did impact in the prefects board. And the list that we had made was changed which eventually makes us think by other people that we no longer have the authority to choose the commitee members. so lets see how many problems which impacted the prefects(us btw).

1st
sarah was not in the list but was chosen as the head prefect which was unfair. And due to her attitude, it makes it worst.

2nd
the prefects that we fired was 'rehired'. So what's the point of us trying so hard to fire them?

3rd
another one.. lets see.. another name.. Sue (not that person name too) was elected as prefect on our very last week of working. She worked for a week and she got to be the AJK. it's totally unfair as the other prefects worked so hard for 5 months to earn that posts. btw i'm very sure its not her capability that makes her the AJK.

4th
the person we had chosen as head prefect was pulled down to AJK due to her 'old records'.. People do change don't they? everyone deserve a second chance. what i was irritated most is that she was pulled down just because of A COMPLAIN from well Sarah.

5th
senior prefects was scolded by Sarah. WE ARE HER SENIORS??!!?? What is her right to do so? although juniors are given the authority to 'tegur' us but not 'scold'. that''s two definitely diffrent things.

well.. jus want to let everyting out.. i apologies if IT DID OFFEND anyone but its a FACT.

teachers

2009-01-25T02:52:00.000-08:00

here's for starts.. one of my teachers well obviously a strict yet kind of fun-loving on 'first impression' la.. well she seems to teach one of the important subjects.. and there's on problem wif her.. NO GOING TOILET ON THAT LESSON?!? well those in my class would know who.. i'm not mentioning anyone here.. just giving a piece of my mind. My friend had a emergency goin to toilet and it was VERY URGENT which as i mention earlier that this 'particular teacher' wont let anyone to the toilet. But what was unbelievable is that she won let my friend to go to the toilet! what's all this? she was on a emergency but the teacher show no pity on her. i was kinda pissed off by that teacher too. she 'tahan' till it was time to the las bell rang. I could'nt imagine if i was in that situation. Since all teachers are given a 'pas keluar' than she should at least aloow students out on emergency situation. If something did happen then, who's going to b responsible right? I'm just saying what i feel. Those who know who I'm talking about please keep it to yourself.